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Thursday, May 8, 2025

A Story of Love

 This is a story of not just Destiny but of Incredible Love and God's Plan.  I was married for almost 27 years and then one day it all ended.  Looking back on it now I should have seen it coming.  Amy was married for a long time as well, and then one day because of Covid it all ended for her as well.  God will take the worst things in your life and use them to give new life and new opportunities.  I was lost after my divorce, not only in a literal sense but spiritually as well.  I had walked away from God, but the amazing thing is that he never left me.  Amy had a far worse experience because her life was rocked by the passing of her husband.  She never lost her Faith though.  She ran to God.  This is why she is so special.  I have an amazing friend in Levi who happened to be going through the same thing as me at pretty much the same time.  Without him I don't know where I would be.  The Lord put us in the same boat for a reason.  We are both muddling through the mixture of trying to rebuild our lives and relationship possibilities.  We decide that online dating has to be the ticket right??  Sure...  Yes I met Amy online but we will get back to that.  I was lonely and wanted to meet someone.  What I should have done was Prayed to God.  Ran to him for guidance.  I had some dates but this world is full of psychopaths!!!!!  Wow, I took a girl out who I am convinced to this day that she was going to steal my kidneys.  I had to call a friend to check in on me. Felt like I was in an episode of criminal minds and I was going to be that poor victim.  God was showing me a path, and saved me yet again.  Some time passes and not much is going on for me and I decide that I am over it, and I was in the act of deleting my online dating account then this Angel appears on my screen.  She is the most beautiful women I have ever seen.  Still is btw.  I decide on sending one more message.  I want to say it was something so smooth that it swept her off her feet from the beginning, but that would be a lie.  I don't remember exactly what it was, but Amy has it saved.  She saved all of our online conversations.  She would say that it was so she could relive those special moments, but I think she was saving them for the court case for a restraining order if I turned out to be a stalker.  Lol.  Now I can't speak for her verbatim, but she was building her online profile to people watch only.  Her friend Tracy who dealt with the same level of loss as Amy after losing her husband to Covid as well told her about all the creepers online.  Now here is the crazy part.  Amy had not even finished setting up her profile, it wasn't published for the public to even view yet but somehow I was able to see her.  She received my super smooth message and after some contemplation she decided to respond.  From that point my life has been forever changed.  Even though I had lost my Faith and Amy's was shaken to the core God led us to each other.  This was all part of his amazing Plan.  I had turned my back on Him and yet he still stayed with me to not only protect my kidneys, but Bless me with the most amazing women I could ever ask for.  God's Love, Grace, and Mercy is Limitless.  Sometimes you have to journey through the darkness to find that Light. Jesus loves you and wants build a relationship with you today.  Please don't lose that Faith in God but if you have just know that he has never given up on you.  God and Jesus have your back regardless.  Repent and ask for help, we all need help.  The Holy Spirit is in you at all times because of Jesus' sacrifice on that cross.  This makes us all special in God's eyes.  Remember Repentance isn't complicated.  It's simply changing your heart and your direction.  Run to God not away from him.  Praise him and just thank him for everything, not just the Blessing but things removed from your life as well.  Those are Blessings as well.  Change your life today by accepting Jesus into your Heart.  Start a conversation with him, That's what he desires most.  His Love for you is The Greatest Love Story Ever Told.  

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