Is It Possible???

 I focus a lot of energy and time on things going on in this world, especially now.  There is a large part of my mind that is just watching the signs of the times.  I don't think I could officially be called a conspiracy theorist, but I don't think I'm far from it.  I try to be as prepared for things coming as I can be.  This world is tearing itself apart, and if you don't see or understand this look again.  This blog isn't about things like that though, I try to be honest and open about things going on in my life because it helps me see my flaws more clearly.  Amy feels that I am being consumed by all the news that I watch or read.  She is right, and I should be focusing my time on Jesus and Faith in God.  I posed her the question that Is It Possible that I focus so much time and thought because I fear for the safety of not only family and friends, but the millions who are suffering daily?  I feel deep down that there isn't much time left for us here on this tiny little planet.  This terrifies me, not because of my future or fate, but for the fate of others including my own girls.  I am a believer in God and Jesus Christ and have true Faith that one day I will be in Heaven with them, overwhelmed and undeserving of it all.  There are so many out there that have not come to know Jesus and what He did for them.  How God sacrificed His ONLY Son so that we may all be washed clean of our Sins and be with Them for All Eternity.  When I say Them I mean God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit.  Jesus commanded us to go and make disciples of all nations and this I fail at daily.  Maybe if I put forth the energy to help save others spiritually that I do in other worldly things, others may not have to spend eternity in a lake of fire.  I pray daily for guidance and ways to try to reach people.  This is also part of the reason I started doing this blog.  My hope is that someone may find something in here useful and change their life.  Being completely transparent, my hope is that my girls will read this and change their lives.  Unfortunately they don't read it.  This doesn't stop me from trying though.  I would say this to anyone feeling the same way "Be wary and vigilant because the enemy is always on the prowl, searching for any way to attack you, but the Only way to truly defeat that enemy is through Faith in Jesus Christ.  He has your back at all times regardless.  Try not to worry about this world and it's troubles, but look up to God and Praise Him."